Πέμπτη 17 Οκτωβρίου 2019

My schizophrenia

2 mustaches:
Captain Beefheart's mustache intertwined with my brain neurons doing damage and causing chaos in my brain. 
Meher Baba’s positive mustache blessing me.

Mr Thoughtless- childish hebephrenic guy,
taking over me, making me do silly things,
stupid gestures and grimaces, walking, jumping, running, shouting, saying neologisms etc.

I feel I am the only reality and all beings are soulless robots, or actors, or my self expanded, or just one alien with infinite forms and shapes.

My pdoc may be a soulless robot.
I sent him a message yesterday on his smartphone.
Maybe he remembles a living being externally,
but internally he may be empty, without consciousness.

Also running commentary on my actions and thoughts. I am mindful of everything by force.

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