Trumanomatrix

 Trumanomatrix 

Κάμερες με παρακολουθούν μέρα νύχτα.

Οι άνθρωποι είναι ηθοποιοί, 

άψυχα ρομπότ, φιλοσοφικά ζόμπι.

Όλα τα μάτια είναι κάμερες.

Και τα δικά μου επίσης, POV λήψη.

Μεταδίδεται το σόου μου σε άλλους 

πλανήτες;

Εξωγήινοι με έχουν κλειδώσει σε αυτή 

την προσομοίωση;

Η καλή μουσική, τι ρόλο παίζει;

Να με αποχαυνώνει; Να με ηρεμεί;

Να με κρατά λογικό;

Θέλουν να ξέρω και να υποφέρω.

Secret formula

"khordagon, plimirti, sanaua",
the secret names of the holy trinity.
Known only to the pious prophets

I leave the tv on

Cos when I least expect it, it says something about me or about a question I have or about a problem. Sooner or later tv will address me. I know. It also gives hints about my position in matrix/truman show etc.

Truman show/Matrix

Video game? Matrix? Truman show? Capgras? Solipsism?

Are you soulless robots? (video game)

Actors? (Truman show)

Expansions of my mind? (solipsism)

Aliens impostors in familiar forms? (capgras)


(For now, I am not hostile towards the impostors/actors etc, but numb from the suspicions. Numb, I don’t know how to proceed.
I don’t know how should I act towards them.
Could anyone help?  Alienation) 

Can capgras involve my mustache?
I think it does.
I feel that my mustache has been replaced
by the mustache of Meher Baba.
Neighbors have been replaced by identical aliens, and I live in a movie set. Sun is a lamp in a laboratory. Or just simulation, video game

Phenomenology/mythology of the beings

Goddess Annette: Kali, female force, like black sun with black beams, or like black sea urchin.
She does the running commentary, making me mindful of everything all the time.

Isidore: good voice, representative of Goddess Annette.

Lucifer: One of the three forms of Beast 666, (the other two are Devil and Satan, and the fourth being connecting them, tying them together: Beelzebub).

Louisa: evil voice, representative of Lucifer.
She is the partner of Beelzebub, mother of the 27000 demons.

Meher Baba: good voice, his mustache is a blessing. He praises me as the biggest Buddha of this era.

Captain Beefheart: his mustache intertwined with my brain neurons doing damage and causing chaos.

Archangel Michael: the eastern window.

Archangel Gabriel: the northern window.
I caress the windows, praying.

Mr Thoughtless: childish hebephrenic voice that takes over me making me do silly grimaces and gestures, makes me walk, run, jump, shout, say neologisms etc.

Jesus: good voice, supportive, telling me I am in Kingdom of heaven already.

Ian Curtis: voice of the dead singer of Joy Division, talking from the Hades/underworld, where he is but a shadow.

27000 demons: talking gibberish, all of them with one voice, simultaneously.

My schizophrenia

2 mustaches:
Captain Beefheart's mustache intertwined with my brain neurons doing damage and causing chaos in my brain. 
Meher Baba’s positive mustache blessing me.

Mr Thoughtless- childish hebephrenic guy,
taking over me, making me do silly things,
stupid gestures and grimaces, walking, jumping, running, shouting, saying neologisms etc.

I feel I am the only reality and all beings are soulless robots, or actors, or my self expanded, or just one alien with infinite forms and shapes.

My pdoc may be a soulless robot.
I sent him a message yesterday on his smartphone.
Maybe he remembles a living being externally,
but internally he may be empty, without consciousness.

Also running commentary on my actions and thoughts. I am mindful of everything by force.